I wish that i could be with u forever, yet we still not on par anymore.I don’t know what should i do if it comes to this, as i never knew that i would be yearn for you this much. I want to caress you, cherish my life you, but still you keep your distance from me. All your presents that i’ve kept in my closet that i can’t sent to you due to my income getting more and more problematic makes me wonder how and when should i give it to you. Each day i view all the picture of you smiling makes me somehow at peace. Nasha.. i knew that i shouldn’t be doing this after we break up, but still the happy memories of being with you in this very heart getting more and more stronger day by day.

I love you very much, i even pray to the One God hoping that I would be able to give you love, companionship as you wanted me to be.. Now my heart started to shake and breaking up.. I don’t know what should i do anymore..i’m HOPELESS. Now.. what should i do..? You don’t share your thoughts with me anymore… and that makes me even more sad and depressed. Maybe you think this is a bit overreacting.. but that’s what happened to me right now… How i wish that time would slowly cure my heart. Maybe it take years for me to forget you and the memories altogether.

I love you Ateeqa Nasha… I love you so much…