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First off,

To all the chinese people, Happy Chinese New Year! NOW GIMME SOME ORANGES and hopefully angpao, lol.

Ok, for today i’ll be doing my math again… @.@” I hate math, I really hate it.. seeing all the formula makes my head spin. D: Been cleaning up my room that look more to a rat nest last night, and the room is much colder now and have more space. Come to think of it, i also want to vaccuum my room today. Other than that, there’s nothing much happened for today… yet. Been wandering around with my friend’s blog to see how fare are they, plus, I can see that my online contacts on YM is like 7 people online max, lol. Oh yeah, project omega will be updated sometime around this week. @.@” So yeah, lazy me.

PS: Now, where’s my calculator gone to?

I wish that i could be with u forever, yet we still not on par anymore.I don’t know what should i do if it comes to this, as i never knew that i would be yearn for you this much. I want to caress you, cherish my life you, but still you keep your distance from me. All your presents that i’ve kept in my closet that i can’t sent to you due to my income getting more and more problematic makes me wonder how and when should i give it to you. Each day i view all the picture of you smiling makes me somehow at peace. Nasha.. i knew that i shouldn’t be doing this after we break up, but still the happy memories of being with you in this very heart getting more and more stronger day by day.

I love you very much, i even pray to the One God hoping that I would be able to give you love, companionship as you wanted me to be.. Now my heart started to shake and breaking up.. I don’t know what should i do anymore..i’m HOPELESS. Now.. what should i do..? You don’t share your thoughts with me anymore… and that makes me even more sad and depressed. Maybe you think this is a bit overreacting.. but that’s what happened to me right now… How i wish that time would slowly cure my heart. Maybe it take years for me to forget you and the memories altogether.

I love you Ateeqa Nasha… I love you so much…