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Hello everybody. Sorry for the lack of updates in this blog, i’ve been busy with works and all.

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Jamming Session 27/12/2006

Last Wednesday we had a jamming session, the original plan is to practice some of my newly created songs. Which is around 6 songs, but suddenly two of my best buddies from Port Dickson(P.D) came crashing over my house on that day, Fairuz and Faiz. Both of them are under the same band called Freak’n'Stein. They’re pretty popular at P.D as they win some awards there,The Best Drummer and The Best Bassist. Pictures of them :-

Fairuz The Drummer.

Faiz The Bassist

For the first song, we play Avenged Sevenfold - Seize The Day, and it rocked. Then suddenly right after we finished playing the first song, a Guitarist from Laughin Janitor came over, named Jeph.

He switched roles with Wan to play as the lead guitarist. We never expect that the pro’s are coming over to our jamming session, on that day.Not even once. So this time, the one who will be playing the instruments are Me, Jeph, Fairuz and Faiz. Together, we played Fade Away by Seether, Time is Running Out by Muse, Plug In Baby by Muse and lastly Zombie by The Cranberries. Everyone had their fun that night, seeing the pro’s playing in front of their eyes, including me. (I’m not in the list of pro’s, sorry). My camera died on me after took 2 the first two pictures of the Freak’n'Stein band members. +_+”

The jamming session was indeed a success, and hopefully we can do another session like this again, someday. =) Special thanks to Jeph, Fairuz and Faiz for coming over. You guys rocked!!

PS: In the end, we didn’t play any of the song that I’ve created, LOL.

Life

Life still sucks over here and there. I got myself an Arctic Silver 5 for my PC and still didn’t put it up yet, feel really lazy to turn off my PC. Hehehe. After all, due to the internets starting to get crappier by the earthquakes at Taiwan, it’s been hard for me to keep updating this blog and Omega. Oh yeah, I didn’t go back to my hometown during Hari Raya Haji as i’ll be busy with FYP preparations for my next trimester. +_+” I think that would be it for now, and see you all again next time with more updates. Bye!

PS : Out of boring i make a wallpaper of Freak’n'Stein +_+”
PS2 : Click any of the picture to see the full size version, which is kinda big.
PS3 : Edited the grammatical errors in the post today (1/1/2007)

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Ignore the title, i always blur when creating a title.

Anyway, my FYP (Final Year Project) currently doing well. Legolase just put up her singing voice at her blog and it sounds ‘cute + good’. Even though i just hear angel2 or something2 only :P. So finally this year i think i have done well on my resolution, so on the next year, i wanna make a new resolution. Which is :-

1. Update Omega at least once in a week.
2. Buy an electric guitar. Preferably Ibanez GRG type.
3. Do a birthday bash for yuhi. *whistles innocently*
4. Clean my room.
5. Update my blog daily. Hopefully, if i have the internets when i’m doing my practical. (after all i did make a promise to her to update it).
6. Make 4 more song so that i can compile it as an unofficial album of The Bottles.
7. Jamming more frequently.
8. Love that ’someone’ more.
9. Clearing my HDD. I got so many things inside my HDD, need to buy 50 DVD+R at least.
10. Take my degree at Melaka.
11. Be a good son (to my mom) and brother (to my sis).
12. Send birthday presents to nasha on time.
13. Take my motorcycle back to melaka.
14. Meet bro Zaidi and others at Cyber, probably during GACC or something.
15. Buy a new Graphic Card.
16. Claim my money back from those who borrow me money. >D
17. Forget my old past and move on to a brighter future. Insyaallah.
18. Cut my hair. (It’s damn long already)
19. Get A or at least B on my Math Technical 2.
20. Celebrate my birthday alone again. Hehe. I love celebrating it by myself. Last time celebrate it with Adi.
21. Be happy.
22. Be a great PVP killer in Silkroad Online.
23. Meet my old RO buddies.

That was too many i think? lolz.

Oh yeah, my friend Taktau just create a streaming radio. Go to his blog now for more info! Click here.

Omega updates
I’m trying to do more reviews currently, so be patient ah? =)

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I dream something bad. I was accidentally asleep around 4pm-430pm or something. the dream begins like this. There was this field that really vast.. I walked and walked then all of sudden, i came cross to a town. The i saw something slaughtering all the townsfolk, menacing everything on his wake. I go straight to where the ‘thing’ was and then i saw his face, which exactly looked like my own face! He told me this ‘This is me, and we are one’. I tried to run but my body won’t move from that spot, instead I’m being as like ‘combined’ with him.. after that, i awaken from my the dream.. sweating all over the place. What the heck is happening on me!? I know life sucks, but i don’t wanna be like that ‘thing’. There’s something wrong with my mind now…..

Today is a special day for me and her.. Happy Birthday my beloved ex, Ateeqa Nasha.. Semoga Panjang Umur!!! =)

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After nasha left me and lost contact with each other for more than 3 month, I’ve been in a mess. My hair, beard and mustache i didn’t care like i usually do. Been an idiot in that time looking for a place to think and enjoy myself and sometimes I’ve been a sick and quiet kind of person. My mom noticed it when i go back my hometown and asking me ‘ What happen to you? You look depressed.’ I answered ‘nasha left me’ My mom didn’t ask any question after that. After that however, something happens.

There was this girl in my class on 1st trimester (math class). I happen to get to know her by coincidently. She’s cute, happy and somehow act similar like nasha does. I often peek at her silently (I’m not a stalker dammit!) during the class since by looking at her i feel calm and at ease. This thing continues till the end of the trimester and all i know is her name and her friend’s name. During the break, i’ll try to add her in my friend list on friendster (i have nothing better to do at that time, suddenly remembers) and i manage to add her. She’s really cute i say. TOO CUTE. So i started to give her testimonials and ended become as friends. Really just ‘FRIENDS’ okay? To make things short, there was this time during fasting month at my hometown, i smsed her what i do and ask how she does at her hometown (lucky me, one of his hometown was at Pahang too) and when I’m depressed, i tell her my problems and ask her opinion and stuffs.

Then on the 2nd trimester for the first time i met her face to face. She brings her friend too and we talk stuffs and all and it goes well. Then there was this one time, I introduced her my friend, that have similar interest like her. We always hang out together going to MP, Tanjung Bidara (it closed when we get there) by car. Suddenly, i don’t know why, i fell in love with her slowly without her knowing it. When i try to tell her about it, my mind pops out a word ‘Don’t ever forget (you know who). Don’t ever do it’ or something like that. So i got confused. Really confused. Whether should i stop waiting for (you know who, again) or i tell her my feelings of her. So i made my decision. I choose to wait and stop going out with that cute girl. (My friend still going out with her though, he’s the driver).

After that, it become a lot lot messier. My ex update her blog, pictures and contacted me. One part of me is happy and another part is not. I wanted to tell my ex about the cute girl thing, but i know that she would be disappointed. So i chose not to tell about it to my ex and go on with the flow. And recently last week, i told the cute girl about my feelings of her without my ex knowing it. She told me that I’m confused and that’s when i really stop contacting her for a whole week. Then by this week, i know that my member couples with that cute girl. Somehow because of that, I’ve become even more messier, depressed and all *Jealousy maybe?*.But on another way, I’m happy, as at least i know that my friend is a really good guy and can take care of her nicely.

Then i started to get sick, slowly and badly. Today, i cough blood at my home right after i meet her again. And this does not bold well. Till now, i’m accumulating stress over my mind, body and spirit. I started to lose hope. So to you all readers, i need some suggestion on what should i do now. Help needed.

PS: To those who related to this story. I wanted to say sorry. Especially my ex, Nasha.
PS1: Depressed mode = on